Psalm 13 is one of the most honest prayers in Scripture. How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? The writer asks it four times. He names the length of the waiting, the feeling of abandonment, the exhaustion of it — and then, at the end, he says he trusts in God’s unfailing love.
That sequence is important. The trust comes after the honesty, not instead of it. You are allowed to name how long this has been before you say you still believe. Both things can be true at once.
The waiting that questions is still waiting. The faith that gets thin is still faith. You are still here. That counts.
A Prayer for When You’re Waiting on God
God —
How long.
I’ve been here before.
I’ve prayed this before.
Nothing has moved
and I don’t know what to do with that.
I’m not asking you to explain the timing.
I’m just telling you
that the waiting is costing something
and I need you to know that.
I still believe you see this.
I still believe you’re not indifferent to it.
I’m holding onto that
even on the days it’s hard to hold.
I’m still here.
That’s what I have today.
Amen.
Isaiah 40:31 says those who wait on the Lord will renew their strength. That renewal is not always immediate. Sometimes it arrives slowly, quietly, in the middle of the waiting rather than at the end of it.
Psalm 34:18 says God is close to the brokenhearted. The person who has been waiting long enough that the faith is getting thin is brokenhearted in their own way. He is close to that person too. Grace was built to receive exactly this — the prayer that doesn’t have a tidy ending yet, the faith that shows up anyway.